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Isn't even enough to cover how I feel right now.
I'm home alone, first of all, and I have no car, so I can't go anywhere, and no money, so even if I did have the car, I couldn't do anything.
Jon is at work, my dad's at work, and my mom's at work, and they only people I have around me are my cats and guinea pigs.
The pigs and three of my cats are sleeping and Sydney is downstairs with her babies.
One of which is most likely going to die, because she's the runt, and she's not gaining any weight.
So sitting down their with them only makes me more miserable because there's nothing I can do for her but home the bottle feeding and mom's care might save her.
I suck at hopeing.
Other then that, I'm tired as hell, but I can't sleep, mono dose that to me.
I'm starting to hear things that aren't there, like the TV on when we have no cable and weird shit like that.
I'm also nursing a nasty tooth ache, and it's pouring rain here so my joints are killing me.
-_- Meh



EDIT:
Abbey died.
She died.
I fucking hate life.


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